Tuesday, March 18, 2008

Composition



Remembering

Your music
Like a 9th Movement
Played me
Certainly a song I’d keep going back to

Thinking

Time lighted
Punctuated my darkness
Burst my clouds
Into a collapsing reign of truth

Declaring

My quest
Was to be your beauty
A canvas in sure rhythm
Hastening to a celestial sync

Promising

That the death of us
Is part of the life of us
Assuredly

Tuesday, January 29, 2008

A Plea for Change


Dear Friends and Family,

I am writing to urge you to vote for Barack Obama on Feb 5, Super Tuesday. The time for change in the way America does business is here and critical.

Obama is the only candidate capable of restoring credibility and respect for the United States in the Middle East and abroad. His formative years were spent in Indonesia, Africa, Hawaii as well as the US mainland, making him uniquely experienced and knowledgeable of culturally diverse world we live in.

The pernicious Clinton Campaign has done a pretty god job of dismissing Obama as a "young and eloquent speaker," a condescending pat on the head if ever there was one. Here are the facts:

  • Young: he is 46 years old; three years older than JFK was when elected

  • Experience: He actually has more public service experience than JFK did. Obama walked away from a $500,000 annual private law firm salary early in his career to dedicate himself to making life better for others. He has a very successful track record as a civil rights attorney, and coalition building across radically polar perspectives. (Being effective in Chicago politics is no cake walk).


  • He has a brilliant mind. A Harvard Law School Graduate and voted by his peers the President of the Harvard Law Review. That is no affirmative action recognition. That means that he was "the best of the best of the best."


  • Bush Sr./Clinton/Bush Jr./Clinton = 32 years of the same old stuff. That's not a democracy, that's an oligarchy.
I am taking a stand this day for Obama because I am appalled at the Clinton's behavior these last couple of weeks. Ironically, I was a Hilary supporter, who bought the lie that Obama was too young (they made him sound like he was barely 35). As I have watched the race baiting that has occurred in the Clinton camp I am aware of the subtext the Clinton's are spinning. Let's get clear about the facts --They played the race card first.

Hillary started by downplaying Martin Luther King's efforts and promoting Lyndon Johnson as the person who really delivered the Civil Rights Act. What she was trying to do, perhaps, was say "grassroots efforts can only go so far; you need someone in power, on the inside who can guarantee the policies and laws will happen." Not a good example. Her statement demonstrated an insensitivity to the high regard in which African Americans hold MLKing and the fact that before coming the White House Johnson had a known history of racist behavior and policies in his home state of Texas. (Remember Texas? Highest number of capital punishment, lowest education scores).

As I said, I have been a Hillary supporter for years but watching her continue to suggest that she can take care of black people better than a black candidate can makes me squirm. It's dangerously close to plantation politics. I was glued to CNN and MSNBC this Saturday all day and night watching coverage of the South Carolina primary. The Clintons have continued to snipe at Obama in the most mean spirited, smarmy ways. One example: Hillary patted Congressman Charles Rangel (a 76 year old black man) on the knee and referred to him as someone who "earned his position...he didn't leap frog over others to get to where he is..."

The Clintons keep bringing up how many black people support them, they keep pushing their black supporters forward for the photo ops. When Oprah came out for Obama, 3 days later Hilary announced Magic Johnson's support. (And we all know what a bright, political leader he is, right? Not!) And all the while the Obamas continue to be elegant and build a truly rainbow coalition of support based on the quality of his mind and character and a shared vision for a better future for all Americans.

Bill and Hillary are smart folks, for sure. But America needs more than just smart: we need leadership with grace, integrity, innovation -- qualities the Clintons have consistently demonstrated a shortage of. By the way, Hillary never did deliver on her promise for health care for all Americans and Rwanda occurred on Bill Clinton's watch and he did nothing about it.

Eight years ago I begged Ralph Nader for President supporters to back Al Gore. I implored the Nader voters that now was not the time to vote cute or smug, to make a point by voting for a candidate that couldn't possibly win. History has proven me right. Nader took much needed votes from Gore and Bush stole the difference.

It would be great to have a woman president but Hillary is not the woman AND there is no way she can beat a Republican candidate.I urge you now to please vote for Obama on Super Tuesday. America does not have four or eight more years to risk on business as usual (Republicans).

One love,
Dawn Renee

PS: Please go to the Obama website for more facts on where this bright candidate stands on the issues. please promote Obama's presidency with your friends and vote for Obama on Super Tuesday, Feb 5.

Wednesday, January 2, 2008

Bonne Annee


Happy New Year! Well, it's 2008 and I personally want to wish all of you a prosperous and healthy new year.

Please note: postings to my site may be few and far between as my laptop died over the holiday (new things coming for 2008 already) and work is far too demanding to create quality prose- at work that is. Besides, we all know that's not why they pay a sista. So, be patient with your girl as future work is forthcoming. Just got to get a new computer- that's all! Thanks for being understanding and patient.

Tuesday, December 4, 2007

4 a & e

my hand to touch it
skin taut and supple
crave building
pulse throbbing

insanely
i have imagined it
over and
over
and
over
again

my hand to trace it
scarlet flesh and smooth
hunger mounting
heart galloping

wildly
i have seen it
thought of

nothing
else
ever
felt
quite
like….

uh

my soul retracts from it
mouth soured and set
idle will dimpling
word dying

within
i never saw it
coming
suddenly
though
there
was
warning

yes

Father
more than just….

... an apple...

sorry

Wednesday, November 28, 2007

the hope i had of loving you

strange
the tin rimming out of place
in lieu of a perfect rhapsody
instead
the sound of nails, hammers
steel girders and broken concrete
replace the bright orange vase
ernie barnes limited edition
chocolate kissed music
i had of hope
that good feelin’
my bones hard straddlin’
hope i had of loving you

reels of our past life flash 8mm
memories of the sweet sweat and thick water
get stuck in the lens fluttering angrily
confusing me against a ton weighing thrum
flash!
the picture snaps free
back in place

you
me
yesterday
yesterday
i was in love
i was there big with my hope
the one i had of loving you

like strolling marshland barefoot
each step toward no you becomes vaporous muck
the ground beneath me liquid promises
i am that falling feeling
abandoned
out of control
no me
no you
plummeting toward the blackest hole
and everything under me is heaven’s opposite
a sucking fire
waiting to enjoy every last word between me and thee
‘cause i had this hope of loving you

there?
here?
who?
where?
will kiss these places?
trace the circumference of pleasure’s faces?
why memorize the ache and eyes of want?
send a burning spear
to the heart to be seared
forever to the core
if not to succumb to the fire?

flames crack my sky
my fragrant air smolders with ashes
as i watch the film of you and i disintegrate to dust
blown away with the wind
snatched up by a breeze
floating without purpose
go what’s left of my love
what’s left of you
and the hope i had
about it

Friday, November 9, 2007

Ah!

mouths
to burning
breasts
from
exquisite fingers

bodies
madly aroused

hands
and
tongues
seek to satisfy

pain
and
pleasure
in melodious ripples of song
each current
at the peak
of a new sensation

waiting
for
the
violence
of orgasm

two
being taunted
by
the ultimate
of
tender flesh

the
insatiable passion

all
cry
to
its
end
(Circa 1987)

Monday, November 5, 2007

No More Forwards, PLEASE!


Periodically, I enjoy running across a blogger, another writer, who, is so freakin' fed up with a particular hot topic that they're remiss not to blast it on their site. Well, today, I am of such ilk. Today, I am the denizen, flaring up at the brutality being assaulted on my senses.

Today, I pray for my friends, I pray for my family and for those who must, I mean absolutely must contact me for unknown sums of cash hidden in tropical or European bank accounts (were I inclined, there will be a slight administrative fee, of course), to give me online gift certificates to Applebee's, Chili's or some other restaurant chain- but first, fill out this looooooooooooooooooooooooonnnnnnnnnnnnnnggggggggggggggg survey. Should you wish to take a shorter survey, simply commit to one of a million, stellar offers for magazines, beauty products, Male Enhancement/Female Enhancement, you get the drift.

So frustrated am I, that when a close girlfriend, love her to death, sent me one of those Christian chain mails and I was battling a blood sugar feud, I flipped! And in flipping, I submit to you my response. But first, here's the phrase in that chain main that set me off:

Pass this on to your true friends. SOMETHING GOOD WILL HAPPEN TO YOU TODAY. SOMETHING THAT YOU HAVE BEEN WAITING TO HEAR. THIS IS NOT A JOKE; SOMEONE WILL CALL YOU BY PHONE OR WILL SPEAK TO YOU ABOUT SOMETHING THAT YOU WERE WAITING TO HEAR. DO NOT BREAK THIS CHAIN. SEND IT TO A MINIMUM OF 4 PEOPLE.

Here's my response:

While I love ya'll, I hate FORWARDS and any reason for them. And while chain letters and the like may be popular, I think they're bull, having no substantive power other than being a reasonable distraction, not to mention clogging up your email box. I don't EVER want to receive anymore. If you're concerned about my well being, I promise you this:



  • I love the Lord, He loves me and I believe in His Son, Jesus Christ and I am SAVED!

  • If I don't send a FORWARD and no amazing call comes through, I don't win the lottery and/or I don't get anything miraculous, trust me I'm good. What this most likely means is that I'll be able to get some serious work done 'cause I won't be involved responding, fowarding these stupid-assed requests!

  • If I have any fruitful desire of procuring any money out of Microsoft, I won't bother sending you 50 hopeful emails. Nope, instead I'll just apply for a job wit'em. Besides, running the numbers of probability, I'm more likely to get a job at Microsoft working side-by-side with a known mercenary than I am to get money out of them 'cause I was playin' on a freakin' computer. C'mon!

  • I get check ups for cancer and other crap at least once a year. So thanks, but again, I'm good.

  • While there are some vile characters out there lurking either behind buildings or hidden within computer code waiting to snatch you, your purse, your wallet or something else of significant value to sell on the internet, run your credit, rape, pillage and destroy your livelihood, the likelihood that it'll happen everyday, everytime an email notification is blasted onto the internet is nill to none. If the truth be told, I'm more offended being accosted by these mindless, fruitless emails. Ugh!

Look, the way I figure it, if I'm going to be a Christian and follow Christ, that means all other superstitions have no business. Therefore, though I respect your right to read and indulge in this crap, I am asking- NO, NO, I am begging, please don't send me anymore of this shit! Yeah, I said it and meant it. SHIT!


Now, was I being too harsh?